God has granted me the greatest gift. I still can’t believe took me 7 months to realize this.The closer it gets to us meeting, the more nervous I get and excited all at once. I am going to be the mother of this smart, beautiful, kind, loving, sassy, amazing little girl. I already know your stubborn like me, & you look like your father which I’m not too happy about but when I see you I’m pretty sure who you look like won’t matter. Just as long as your healthy. All the issues I had at birth I always feared being pregnant, I wasn’t even supposed to survive. I never wanted to go through that. I thank God for allowing me to make it to 9 months and for allowing you to be fine every step of the way. You are apart of my purpose that I’ve been searching so hard for, I believe this happened for a reason. Your the greatest gift I could ever receive. I know that now. & I promise to never forget it. I love you Doodie. 24 days left. 👶👑💕
Jhené Aiko: Lyric Appreciation….
this is awesome ! get it . write . 🙏 I appreciate this so much , thank you for listening to my stories and reading my words ya’ll ☺️
Cannot believe I will be meeting my daughter in 12 weeks. The time is winding down. These weeks are flying by. I still can’t believe I’ve been chosen to be her mother. I feel honored, along with excited & extremely terrified. I’ve never been so in love with someone I haven’t even met. It’s a scary feeling. I will be responsible for someone other than myself, that is just terrifying. I just pray God grants me with the tools I need to be the best mother I can be & that He fills me to be all that she needs & takes over where I may lack. I think of her constantly, thanking God constantly for this blessing. I am still amazed at how loving, caring & patient God has been with me over these last months. Healing me & preparing me for this journey. Everyday is a struggle but I feel good knowing that in the end it will all come together. Working on myself is my biggest challenge, it’s frustrating & time consuming but nothing worth having comes easy.
Thank you Lord for pushing me to finally stop running. Thank you for this blessing that is growing inside of me. For loving us both with a love that is pure and everlasting.
I can’t wait to kiss my baby girl for the first time… It’s all I think about. 💕🙌🙏