Cannot believe I will be meeting my daughter in 12 weeks. The time is winding down. These weeks are flying by. I still can’t believe I’ve been chosen to be her mother. I feel honored, along with excited & extremely terrified. I’ve never been so in love with someone I haven’t even met. It’s a scary feeling. I will be responsible for someone other than myself, that is just terrifying. I just pray God grants me with the tools I need to be the best mother I can be & that He fills me to be all that she needs & takes over where I may lack. I think of her constantly, thanking God constantly for this blessing. I am still amazed at how loving, caring & patient God has been with me over these last months. Healing me & preparing me for this journey. Everyday is a struggle but I feel good knowing that in the end it will all come together. Working on myself is my biggest challenge, it’s frustrating & time consuming but nothing worth having comes easy.
Thank you Lord for pushing me to finally stop running. Thank you for this blessing that is growing inside of me. For loving us both with a love that is pure and everlasting.
I can’t wait to kiss my baby girl for the first time… It’s all I think about. 💕🙌🙏